My condition continues to deteriorate.

I have been so weak that I cannot get in and out of bed, or go to the toilet, or clean myself without assistance from Irene.  But thats not the worst.

Lately not even Irene and I can get me in and out of bed, or on or off the toilet. I can more or less feed myself, but drop more than I eat and make a huge mess. In the heat I wilt and almost fall forward out of my wheelchair.

I can still hunt and peck type with one finger, but as the day wears on my hand and arm tire. My hand curls and I end up knuckle typing, which just doesn't work. My arm tires and I can only lift it for 2 or 3 letters then must rest it for a minute. It makes typing very hard. So how did I do this? Over 3 days.

Soon I will be like a cabbage in our society.

BUT; Never give up. Never surrender.