For the most part I have a pretty positive attitude. But even the most upbeat people go through down days and down funks. During my last down funk I was going to shut down this blog and spend the rest of my days in bed. Basically, it can all be summed up like this; CCSVI doesn't work and living with MS is the shits. But, I can't just quit like that. And, when I go to bed, every part of my body that touches the mattress hurts. My MS is telling me to get up and get going. So, this will continue. Know one is reading it but me, but that doesn't matter because I'm doing it for myself anyway. The one thing I am going to try and do is post sonmething at least once a week.